Nevermind.
I had to delete that last post…
I’m just frustrated with the way I always feel.
You know that saying, “insanity is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results”?
Well, I’m insane. I need to change. Reading my old journals, I realized that the only things different are the names and the places. I’m still not good enough, living in a dream where my hopes are the only thing keeping me going and my eyes are blind to what’s really happening.
I need to erase all of the imaginary things in my life and be real.
