I feel like I’m letting go.
Because I don’t know if I can be me while holding on. I’m having a hard time trying to continue to feel okay with being someone for someone else. I want to be me… I just want to be me… that’s it. I’m over everything else.
I’ve felt so disconnected lately… in the sense that I don’t want to bother with things that I honestly don’t care for. Or with things that have idled. I don’t have time for it anymore.
Whatever is supposed to be in my life, I’ve come to conclude, will always keep my attention and, it will not make me feel bad more than it makes me feel good.
On another note, I’ve felt like the biggest jerk this week. My patience hasn’t been here and neither has my ability to tolerate people…. in general. People aren’t as funny… and cute as they think they are. I’m done.
