I usually just sleep it off.
Sometimes, I just can’t help it…. although, I’d never, EVER let you know that. There are restless nights, like this one, when the perfect song comes on at the perfect time, and I just can’t help thinking of how it would be if you were in love with me. I know that’s crazy… but, I like what I see. I just have these moments of bravery (or insanity) where I feel like everything could be normal… and we could be happy.. together. And, I could be everything you’ve always wanted and you could be that for me. We could feel safe in each other’s arms and never have to worry… and you could hide all of your secrets in me. I know I’m just that girl who laughs at everything and talks way too much, but, with this song, and these late nights, I feel like I’m also the girl who may be your other half… and, you are the boy who is like no one else; you know exactly how it feels. I could spend my whole life figuring you out…. if only you’d lend me your heart for a second, so I could see if we fit together…
But then, the song changes and I’m knocked off of my cloud…. with a throbbing in my head and a bruise on my heart.
